Twenty-four
hours before the most important moment in your life you’re full of
anticipation. You feel impossibly alive, you know that soon you will
turn around the corner but you don’t know what you will see there.
Everything
is possible within these 24 hours. Everything is real.
You
feel electricity running through your body. There are flowers
blossoming on your fingertips. Your body is turning into curving
Neil. You have so much power! You are afraid of your size and you
easily step over Elbrus and Everest catching their snowy
peaks. The sky becomes too tight for you and the skyscrapers scratch
your sides.
You
can do whatever you want. You are whatever you want.
You
are the grain of sand getting in one’s sandals, you are the embrace
of mother, lulling our planet. You are Quetzalcoatl proudly accepting
the next sacrifice and you are the sacrifice whose eyes are ready to
soak all the fear of the world. You are the fear. The anticipation is
going hand in hand with you. You are the desire.
Everything
you can imagine is real. In these twenty-four hours.
You
are Atilla the Hun, ravaging villages, carrying pain, carrying death.
You are a jester in a colourful costume. Someone is seeing you as a
prophet, someone is throwing rocks in your back. Noone believes that
very soon the moment they will never have will happen. They are weak,
they are passive. They are afraid to fall into gaping maw of sky and
to return back as gods. They are afraid of the power that will be
remaining in your hands for the next 1440 minutes. Don’t pay any
attention to them. They are the sand under your feet, they are
the dust on your clothes. They are parasites sticking on your trees.
You
are a child, lost in a crowd, you are a teen run away from home.
You are standing at crossroads and you can make a decision that will
change the world. You will become a military frigate, leading the
entire fleet into battle, or you will become a plague, making people
kneel down?
You
anticipate. You can go ahead and you can give up. You can
break all the stars and weave a new universe from morning dew.
And
let the countdown begin!
Time
is no longer static. Lights, events, people are flickering around
you. They will all remain faceless and powerless. But you.. Oh, you
can’t stand still. Run against the flow of time, make it fight
back, go back, stretch this day for eternity. Because you know, you
may see nothing around the corner.
Your
life is passing before your eyes.. black and white, in sepia, in
colour, in negative. You remember every moment and you can plunge in
any. But you just stand and watch how you approached this moment. You
see all the crossroads and all your choices.
There
is an eerie hum inside of you, your feelings are exacerbated to the
limit. All the energy of our universe is ready to break away
from you. There are only few seconds left.
You
are a civilization, which reached its maximum development and
disappeared from the face of the Earth. You are an exploded star. You
are an erupted volcano.
You
see what was around the corner. Every atom around you is sucking your
strength away and you weaken. Joy and sadness overwhelm you,
pulling you in different directions until you fall to the ground,
which embrace you right away and you become one whole. The
anticipation is spreading around you to the forgotten songs of
sirens. Electricity is going away from you leaving the ashes.
In
few endless seconds a sprout starts to push through the ashes. You
watch the world again. You feel purified, empty and ready to absorb
fresh juices of victories and defeats.
You
have everything ahead of you again.
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